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HauntingWhat have you done to me?
I think Ive fallen Im not sure
Youre just too cute for your own good
I catch you all the time
The looks you give me
They make me melt and smile
No one has ever done that before
Yet I cant seem to talk to you
You were always so quite and closed off
I want to be the one to break down the barrier
The only thing keeping me back is my insecurities
They always throw the negative in my face
Ive tried to forget about them but they haunt me
More then the haunting browns of your eyes
Every time I catch you, I try to hide the smile
Everyone seems to know but you
Maybe you do but you wont make the first move
Why cant you see that you the only one in this hell hole for me?
Maybe if I can get over the negative, you can help me with the positive
Its something Im going to have to pin my hopes on
But why is it soo hard?
on old sanzu - absolutely true fictionlast fall i stole my friend down by the tama river. we sang. we danced. we skipped dead fish like rocks and watched them get swallowed by the undertow. we got sick off of bad chinese food and went skinny-dipping and then a week later she drowned herself.
her uncle was a yakuza, i think, but he really just wanted to be al pacino or something. anyway, she loved him a lot. maybe that’s why she went down the way she went down; cement shoes. not real cement, but it was the same idea. she had two cloth bags with yellow-painted cinderblocks inside, and they were tied to her ankles like the prisoners’ chains from o brother where art thou.
in my mind’s eye i can see her, limping dreadfully close to the edge of the current, her left hand gripping at her breasts through a loose t-shirt. kneeling by the wastelands, elbows in the gravel, crawling forward out into the water. angry like a dermis under wool, all teeth and salt and sand. sleepy, submissive, sublimated.
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